Buried the Past..

I’m really the only one who knows

what’s going on in my head

And I’m the only one who really knows

what I’ve done and said

And I’m the only one who really knows

what’s gone down

I’m really the only one who knows w

hen my smile’s fake to cover a frown.

I’m the only little girl that really belongs to this boy

I’m the only child that’s happy being his toy

I’m the only woman that agrees to be hurt

I’m the only grown-up that really knows how he works.

Honestly, I’m the only one floating here

Truthfully, I’m the only one shedding tears

Blatantly, I’m the only one running away

Obviously, I’m the only one begging him to stay.

But it doesn’t matter, not anymore

Nothing matters; it’s not like before

Everything’s different, everything’s wrong

And slowly I’m realizing that everything’s gone...

~let it be my past memories..~